Everyone said things would get better after your funeral. Everyone lied. IMG_1018 by Jo Stacy, on Flickr I put our pictures away babe....it's just a constant reminder of what I don't have any more. IMG_1039 by Jo Stacy, on Flickr Everything's pretty much the same as it was the day you went away. Your clothes are still hanging in the closet, your shoes are in the corner and your favourite things are on the dresser. IMG_1051 by Jo Stacy, on Flickr Your journey's over now babe, but my new one has just begun and I don't know how I'm supposed to do this without you. IMG_1028 - Copy (2) by Jo Stacy, on Flickr IMG_1059 by Jo Stacy, on Flickr I went back to work today and afterwards had a beer with the guys. For the first time in a long time, I felt almost normal again. IMG_1047 by Jo Stacy, on Flickr I cleaned up the house and hung up some pictures. Thank you for being the best part of my life babe. I love you. I always have and I always will. IMG_1039 by Jo Stacy, on Flickr