Large Springtime was for Lovers (Narin n611)

I want to share some portraits of my dear Kam, who is one of my oldies. His tenth birthday with me comes this May. He is very important to me, as a vessel to express something complex and personal, so I hope you will enjoy a little piece of his narrative.

CW: emotional narrative, visible cigarettes
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Vibration.

You answer the phone, to an unfamiliar voice.


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"Hello? It's been so long. Tell me where have you been? This time..."


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The words don't come out.
I lost all those years in a photo album.



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Do you remember how beautiful we were in the spring?


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A haunting portrait of Capricorn, by Capricorn.


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How much you loved to be devoured by my adoration.


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Springtime was for lovers,
Losing themselves in each other's misery.


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Laughing off our misadventures,
our petty vandalism of the self.


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Sometimes I lay here feeling sorry for us both. And in losing you: my heart.


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But there you are again:
A crumpled up photo of yourself.


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Oh how I loved you in your absence.


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"Did you climb over me when you escaped the well where we had found each other?"


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"Goodbye."

Kam is a bimong Narin n611 that these days I mostly show on the Angell Studio 71.5 male body.
Faceup by me
He's wearing many different things in different pictures so I won't describe it today. A lot of it I make but he's also almost the only doll I shop for

Thanks for watching

Hope you all have a happy spring... And don't get lost in your own enthusiasm

 

Ah thank you @lachryphage ! I have been having fun with that! I have a lot of my own life memories left only in printed photo albums and some images look very imperfect or beat up by accident now. There was something about printed photos that felt so precious.

Thank you @Gamma Ray ! this fellow has a lot of different wigs and everything to give a sense of the passage of time. That one I only realized could fit him recently but yeah it's now my favorite too.

 

Ah thank you @Peacewithinflowers I really appreciate it!

 

Ah thank you @moonfind ! I love his wardrobe too he has so many clothes, hats and jewelry I've painstakingly put together over the years. I have to get back to photographing him more.